There's so much I want to say...I want to let it all out...the pain, the fear, the anger, the frustration, the worries, the joys, the hopes, the dreams...I want to camp out under the stars. Me and God can stay up late...talking...about life...about death...school... work... my career...girls... God can tell me about the new city He's building. I'll tell him about my Lego chess set. I'll invite Him to stop by my place tomorrow. He can come pick me up. We'll go for a drive through space with the windows rolled down... race a beam of light to Mars...do doughnuts on Saturn's rings. And we'll talk some more. He'll give me advice...show me how to read a map of constellations...how to parallel park between stars...And we'll build castles in the sky. We'll take a cruise down Milky Way... singing and honking the horn at the winged pedestrians. Pretty soon we'll be at His house. I'll see His new city...skate on the sea of glass. We'll take a walk on golden tarmac and I'll learn to breathe the free air. And I'll stay the night at God's house...and we'll both know that I've moved in. I won't be going back...ever. 'Cause I've found the happy life...real life...the way life was made to be.  ¶ 11:47 PM